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[15 Nov 2009|03:53pm] having regularly depressive lonely fit (with absolutely no one to tell who hasnt gotten way tired of it before), shit sucks then be alone

[05 Nov 2009|12:44pm] so am i right to understand that love can only really be found once someone is making money enough to support a self that seems reliable enough to make money, and support a self??? ideological bums are still bums to you people, i know, but why dont specifics matter more? or am i just ugly and dont know it? all this concerns jeff the ego, who i am knowingly acting as...this ego needs some love damnit 3 would rather die // then be alone

[30 Oct 2009|06:56pm] if you wanna see passive aggressive behavior in its finest, try finding a ride from the valley to somewhere on a friday night then be alone

[26 Oct 2009|07:34pm] im tired of dealing with parents who fuck up on having kids before they actually know themselves anybody else have the realization that your parents are more full of shit than you thought you were? and by full of shit, i mean, acting like you know "whats going on" when you really dont ive turned the entire world into an us vs them based on the dichotomy of their shit when the fuck do i get to live my life free of rationalizations and constant emotional maintenance? im 24 and im in my parents house writing on livejournal...anyone else uncomfortable? 4 would rather die // then be alone

[24 Oct 2009|04:18pm] ugh alone alone alone alone, someone kill the fuck out of me then be alone

[23 Oct 2009|01:56am] animal collective prospect hummer ep, doooo itttt then be alone

[10 Oct 2009|03:53pm] [ music | feels, haha ] feels good to feel good then be alone

[04 Oct 2009|08:24pm] me too then be alone

[03 Oct 2009|02:34pm] antony and the johnsons, subway to the hollywood bowl, world music, then drunk = good day? 2 would rather die // then be alone

[29 Sep 2009|10:25pm] [ music | kings of conveneicne : 24-25 ] the guitar at 2:32 in this song captures the sadness of existence, for me, atleast then be alone

fuck, i cant move out of LA [29 Sep 2009|11:44am] Oct 3rd - Elvis Perkins @ The Troubadour Oct 8th - And Youll Know Us By The Trail Of Dead @ Henry Fonda Theatre Oct 13th - Mono @ The El Rey Oct 14th - Bob Dylan @ The Palladium Oct 15th - Dan Deacon @ The Echo Oct 18th - Brand New w/Manchester Orchestra @ The Palladium Oct 20th - Grizzly Bear/Beach House @ The Palladium Oct 23rd - Daniel Johnston @ Caines in San Diego Oct 24th - Weezer @ The Palladium Oct 24th - Daniel Johnston @ Henry Fonda Theatre Oct 24th - Islands @ The Troubadour Oct 29th & 30th - Built to Spill @ The Echoplex Nov 4th & 5th - Pixies @ The Palladium Nov 5th - R.Kelly @ Nokia Theatre Nov 6th - Mum @ The El Rey Nov 21st - Terry Riley, Matmos , Chronos Quartet @ Walt Disney Concert Hall Dec 3rd - Baroness @ The Troubadour i need a companion to go to these shows and feel profound with, otherwise i go and get bummed (yet simultaneously validated) for being there alone...wtf, im 24 2 would rather die // then be alone

[26 Sep 2009|10:02am] fuck fucvk fuck then be alone

[26 Sep 2009|09:59am] RESISTINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG then be alone

[20 Sep 2009|01:24am] [ mood | tired ] _ then be alone

[17 Sep 2009|11:31am] to make a current or "usual jeff", mix equal parts loneliness, depression, anger, fear, longing, despondence, mental claustrophobia and long running frustration, bake Jeff in a bong no earlier than 5:00pm unless you want him drowsy all day...for a fresh Jeff, try not baking till its dark for another version I like to call "beneficial jeff" substitute all that with some post-modern positivity, acceptance, nostalgia, an actual employable sense of humor, not weirding people out, not being too much, and some bomb love not to be redundant, but you really do have to "make" your life, otherwise you'll end up dreamin about the same shit over and over, you'll forget to pay parking tickets and you'll make bullshit lists like this i know the answer to "whens it gonna be different?" is "when you make it different" but goddammit...i dont have it in me right now

[13 Sep 2009|09:59pm] [ music | paul simon ] peace like a river someday then be alone

[12 Sep 2009|04:52pm] inspired by a friend who did this very same thing, im gonna be collecting all the random stuff ive written over the years...as much as i can possibly gather of shitty lyrics and assignments and live journal entries and anything, and put em together and print them for people to read...friends, i mean more for gathering my own shit so i can remember who ive been the past bunch of years, its pretty hazy sometimes naw mean? blurp blurp blurp radiohead in rainbows fuck! then be alone

[09 Sep 2009|12:58pm] how the fuck are you all doing it? like, living, i mean then be alone

[07 Sep 2009|02:40am] is it possible to maintain a harmonious feeling with life but also be indifferent towards it? i think so then be alone

[03 Sep 2009|03:11am] [ music | lackthereof ] nine inch nails palladium set was despondent, introspective aggression personified - an undeniably relatable work of art, bravo trent! then be alone

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